Monday, October 8, 2007

Damn, I am NOT good at this!!

What was supposed to be daily has suddenly become weekly... I need to post more!

Coffee, the great motivator... I really need to drink this stuff every day. I know it's not just a psychological side effect, too. I have tried to drink a half a cup and then take a nap, telling myself, "Nah, it's just a little caffeine, it won't keep me awake." 8-/ But, I've finally given in to the idea that it can really rev me up when I need it to. I drank a cup earlier, and I was almost manic, running around from chore to chore. It was great, actually. Maybe if I do this every day, I'll actually complete all the housework I am supposed to get done.

You see, I am supposed to be a "homemaker". I do not work outside the home, and I actually do enjoy housework. Ironing, laundry, vaccuming, mopping, dusting - it is fun and satisfying work. I just don't don it as often as I should and don't complete things I start most of the time. Sure, I could see a psychologist about why I don't finish what I start, why I'm not motivated, and why my reaction to being overwhelmed is to just quit. OR... I could just drink more coffee and bounce around from chore to chore until it's all done! I think my way is cheaper... Well, I'm off to buzz around the house some more!